Monday, January 19, 2009

well. it seems like more and more people are aware tt i'm preg. (i knew i cant hide my stomach and status for long too..) and i am definitely going to be a hot topic fer this yr CNY and maybe throughout the yr2009.

i heard that:
1) my former sec class are spreading the words and some say the whole class knew about it.
2) one of my poly close clicks now knew about me.
3) i think maybe my sec sch interactors are also aware of my status.
4) basically soon all will be informed.

hai. y cant i be preg and married. y must i be preg and married. y cant i go thru everything earlier than everyone. y must i go thru all these earlier den anyone else. and y must it be mi?!?!?

maybe i shld not care so much about what others think of mi. if my closest friends and family didnt look down on mi, y should i care so much about the rest. right? afterall, i might not be meeting them for the rest of my life again. and at least i am well-blessed with a happy marriage, a loving husband and a adorable baby. and when my son is 19, i shall be ONLY 40.

so i am just going thru this stage earlier den everyone. so go ahead to be surprised and talk about me. soon, i will oso be working and studying too; leading a normal life again.

i will be strong!!
joey slept soundly at 11:10 AM